my fault...

I just realized that the reason the guy I liked in the beginning slipped away was my fault! I used to text him all the time, like twenty-four seven. It was great, he made me laugh and I think I really did like him. But I let him slip way. I was suppose to ask him to a dance, that was the plan, but it never happened.... someone beat me too it. That's how they started dating, after homecoming. So it's all my fault. And I feel great about it. I can finally know that I don't have any little hint of liking him. I feel awesome! So happy!